Anti-social behavior is a trait of intelligence in a world full of conformists.

Nikola Tesla

I felt it, last Saturday I felt it coming on! Like a spiritual cold, I knew it was coming. I knew I would be hiding in my spiritual turtle shell. I could feel my energy folding in on itself and turning inwards and I couldn’t help but think what terrible timing!

The introvert in me is now the dominant force for awhile! What this looks like is a strong aversion to anything social. It requires more energy than I would like to expend. Perhaps a smile or a simple heartfelt moment of empathy, which in my extrovert phase is second nature, in my introvert phase is such a struggle.

In an ideal life, I would probably use this time to meditate, like, allot! Connect to source and get re-energized! I’d lock myself in a room with everything I need to survive this cycle (a bed, a journal, a mat, a tiny fridge…) and I’d just check out for awhile! But this time around, I can not check out even a little! I have begun an online business adventure that requires a level of extrovertedness that is above and beyond the norm, even on my most outgoing days!

And I haven’t had time to meditate in months!

I have no plan on how to get through this. I have daily goals I have to meet which have literally been impossible since this came on as my brain has shut down and I can not have conversations with people that feel authentic! DO I push through it and work to exude my larger than life personality? Or do I pare back a bit and just try to get by until the next cycle begins again? What does either of those look like and what are the consequences of either! There is a third option, I could literally do what I feel and hide myself away for a while. Someone, please tell me what I should do!

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